I never questioned this until this morning.
If something didn’t feel right, as in I got a gut feeling that this isn’t right, I tend to interpret that intuition as a comfort zone, something I need to fight.
So if I am pushed away or guided to somewhere else, I saw that as an opposing force that I must push against, because that is what I must have or want to have even though I didn’t have such strong desire before.
I might have been fighting it for no reason. I was nothing but a stubborn child.
Let go, gamine.